PurpleSkittlez93

I am suffering of loneliness My heart is torn How could I let you do this to me? I gave you everything Now you broke it I don't want to live It hurts me so much To live with this pain You left a whole in my chest My friends try to fill the pain But I think of you Breaks my heart even more I cry in my sleep Because the pain you caused Is so real Love is hard to find I can't be loved By those who hurt me You hurt me a lot To where I cried Each day that I was with you I know you didn't mean To cause all this pain But don't give me your heart again You should have had let us Just be friends Now it's too late My world

Sometimes I wish you didn't exist, just so i could have something else to think about. Sometimes i wish you didn't exist, just so i could find another reason to smile. Sometimes i wish you didn't exist, just so i woudn't compare every guy to u. Sometimes i wish u didn't exist, just so i could cry for someone else. Sometimes i wish u didn't exist, just so i could find another meaning for music. Sometimes i wish u didn't exsit, just so i could sleep at night. Sometimes i wish you didn't exist, just so i could be able to love again. Sometimes i wish you didn't exist, just so i could open my heart again. Sometimes i wish you didn'

I'm cursed to live my days alone With nothing but this heart of stone. And through the lonely days I weep With nothing left but hate to seep. Stuck forever in this hopeless night, Too many scars from this endless fight. And still I guess that I'm to blame For making everything stay the same. I could have changed it if I tried. Instead I cheated and scammed and lied. It's all my fault, can't you see? That I'm my own worst enemy?

        i can't breathe.                    every breath i take                    my heart screams;                             resists.                     i can't breathe.

Dont tell me I'll be fine I hear it all the time The empty words and hopless lies And as my hope, it dies Alone and insecure My soul and heart impure Tainted by the pain Infected in disdain My heart will not be whole Black now is my soul Let the scarlet blood and flow As in my head I know Suffer for my days I will never be ok.

Eat my fears And drink my tears You taint my blood Dump my body, In the mud. Build me up And break me down This little setup Is, where I drown. I anticipate You to contaminate Rot me, from within. Cut my chest Lay me to rest I am, so filled with sin Claw my face I can't forget A hopeless case My life, one big regret.

Every time, I try to get away. Every time, You somehow make me stay. Every time, I think of your soft kiss. Every time, I'm overcome with bliss. Every time, I dream about you. Deep down I know, There's nothing I can do. Every time, I wish to the stars, Every time, I gain another set of scars. Every time, I try to forget, Every time, I collapse in my regrets. Every time, I look to recover. Deep down I know, I could never love another. Every time, We start to re-bloom. Every time, I walk closer to my doom. Every time, I bestow upon my trust. Every time, It all turns to dust. Every time, I think I stand a cha

A ray of sun behind the clouds, True happiness, never allowed. Trapped behind smoke away from light, Nothing I ever do is right. Everything I touch turns to rust And my hopes fade into the dust. So run away so very far, Or you'll be trapped inside my scar. Get away, And don't you say. I am always here for you. It's all in vain, I live in pain. That is all that I can hold true. I'm trapped behind this iron gate, Imprisoned by despair and hate. I held the key once in my hand, But it fall apart to bits of sand. I'll spend my days strewn on the ground, No helpings hands ever to be found. And it will always be this way, No mat

What's wrong with me? Well let's see. I'm obsessive, And possessive, Messed up and depressive. I'm a freak, I'm bleak, And I hate my physique. I'm ugly and repulsive, I'm stupid and impulsive, Dense and compulsive. I have a tendency to lie, And this uncanny urge to die, I have no one to rely. I hate the way I appear, My face is never clear, And I'm covered in my fear. I'm too emotional and dark, And easily set onto a spark, I read too much to a remark. I'm never truly pleased, More is always what I need, I never really feel at ease. My skull feels ripped apart by claws, Pain never ceasing with a pause, I am but a